2014/7/29

God, can i ask you a question? What makes me deserve this kind of punishment? Do you know it's killing me? I just want a place that i can sleep which is safe and sound. I just want a place that's belongs to me. I just want a place which i could hide or stay inside when im sad even when i'm alone. Isn't it so difficult? I don't want to be a bird without leg or even without a safe nest which could protect me. You make me feel so lost until i don't know what i left in my life even i don't know what can i do to make myself feel safer. I'm so fucking lost until i also dont know where is safe and i could hide inside. I want somewhere which is warm to keep myself warm and comfortable. I don't need lots of houses but one house which can keep me safe. Please, i just want feel safe. thanks.