2014/4/11

I have no idea why my life would be so sucks. WHY it happen on me? I really hate the person who used to be my dad. I hate this guy. Car was broke down and I just tell him I've fixed the car and claim part of the money from him and he tell me to eat shit. He doesn't even bother to pay. That's fine, I asked him again for the mobile phone bill which should be paid by him and he told me to take from mother and he had to pay for our insurance this and that. Hello, you're lying to me again. Our insurance had expired since febuary. That's mean you do not pay for the insurance since February. Tell me why you want to lie? What's the problem with you? You don't even want to pay for my phone bills. If I'm working I wouldn't have to ask for money from you. I have no income at all do you know? The petrol subsidy reduce from RM60 to RM50 per week. How you want me to drive? My college is located in Setapak. Everyday the journey from house to college is more than 10KM+. 2 ways will be 20KM+ I have to pay for the extra petrol and I told you I got no enough money to use but you said i spend a lot. You just give me RM500 per month for everything. Eat,petrol,stationery,photostat,etc. Everything I pay myself. Imagine RM500 to cover everything do you think it's enough? Frankly no. Every month I have to take out my saving which i earn when i was working. I have to take at least RM50-70 every month. You're really kidding me. I said sunday i can't go for the funeral because of going college for tuition and you mad at me. You complain that my result is sucks and this and that. I study so hard everyday do you know? You don't even stand on my side to think. Do you think i really want to be like that? Who cause this? YOU! You're the one who cause this. Earlier of march you called two uncles to beat up my mother. She was beaten up badly and do you think I can focus on studying? You said you're not wrong and she should beaten up. Let me tell you something. FUCK YOU! YOU'RE JUST A SON OF A BITCH! YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE TO BE MY DAD! If i could earn money myself i would've leave you and live myself. I'm staying with you until i finish my degree study. Once i'm finish you will confirm lost a son!